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Tomorrow, we should have internet.  I still have nagging doubts that everything will be up and running smoothly, but one can hope, right?  If AT&T screws us over one more time, heads will roll.  I'm tired of paying AT&T $4 for 2 hours of internet at Starbucks every time I want to check my email.

In other news...  Well, nothing's really changed recently.  I'm still on the job-prowl.  Got hooked up with another recruiting agency, which looks a bit more promising than the other one I'm hooked up with.  May even do some work for the company itself, which would be cool (not to mention give me some credibility with the people who would be representing me).

I've officially started researching moving to London for a couple years to work.  Mom and I have been emailing back and forth, brainstorming, etc.  I need to start trying to set up some informational interviews at agencies in Chicago that have offices in London.  Even if I don't get a job in advertising, per se, I've always wanted to at least try to move to another country for a couple years.  And I don't want to be 10 years down the road, wondering "what if" knowing I had the opportunity to do this -- nothing keeping me here.

I'm not looking to move permanently.  Just a couple years, at most.  Probably end up back in Chicago after that.  We'll see ... see if I even make it out there.  Mom being there helps.  If nothing else, I'd have a place to stay for free while job/apartment (flat) hunting.  So yeah.  The research has officially begun.

It's fun to have a fantasy to live in... Imagining living in the UK, essentially by myself (once I'm not at my mom's place).  Starting a new life there, if only for a little while.  Not that I'm looking to get rid of anything here, but I like the adventure of new places-- I love exploring, going off to new things.  Meet new people, find a killer job, etc. etc. etc.  Oh to dream.  :)

Back to reality.

I'm going crazy not having a planner right now.  My last one was an academic planner, August-August.  It expired.  My next planner is a regular planner, Jan-Jan.  So, from Sept. 1-Dec. 31, I'm planner-less, and not having my iGoogle page available regularly is making me crazy.  I keep forgetting things, over booking things... not really, but close.  Almost doing both of those regularly.

I'm officially speaking at a Loyola IABC event in a week.  As an alum, giving advice.  Ha.  That amuses me.

I get to see Dominic this weekend!!  Very exciting.  Shakespeare Improv on Friday, cooking at some point, and other shananigans shall ensue.

For now, I'm off.  Fingers crossed next time I post it won't have to be from a Starbucks...

Current Mood:
chill chill
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- My fracking Halloween costume.
- Having a job.  Ever.
- Making like $400 for standing in a mall asking people to take surveys.  The job will be less awesome (see: awful), but the money is welcome.
- Going to DC this weekend
- Getting my paycheck from LPM tomorrow or Thursday
- Seeing Sarah Clinton, Leslie and MAYBE Dominic all within a 2-month period
- Seeing Lauren for lunch tomorrow
- Meeting with the freelance agent Nate hooked me up with next week
- Maybe getting drinks with Sam next week
- Maybe having a movie night with Gavette next week
- Really, all of next week
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To perk up and get out of this funk enough to sound energetic and enthusiastic in cover letters and follow-up calls.  So I didn't get the freelance gig.  Chances are, whoever got it has had more experience yadda yadda yadda.  Move on. 

Today may be a day of rest.  Helped Chris (upstairs neighbor.  See: third floor) move out of his apartment (see: move heavy things from third floor apartment to sidewalk, including box spring from bed) and clean up (sweep) and am now stuff/cat-sitting for him for another couple hours while he drives to the burbs and back for the second car load.  Am TIRED.  But I'm glad I could help.

So now Kitty and I are both curled up on my couch being useless.  I watched a disc of Supernatural (which is getting more graphic than I generally like) and had a beer Chris gave me while cleaning out his fridge.  Dozed for all of 5 minutes.  Just can't bring myself to write cover letters or make phone calls today.  Just can't.  Tomorrow.  Definitely, tomorrow.

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Watched Julie & Julia on Friday night, and then watched Chocolat this morning ... I cannot wait to cook dinner tonight! 

The Menu: Chicken breast sauteed with black olives and tomatoes; portabello mushroom caps cooked down in red wine and olive oil served over greens with avocado, feta goats cheese and pine nuts; rice pudding.


In other news - these are the things I'm looking forward to spending money on once I'm gainfully employed:
  • A Blackberry
  • Getting my photo collage printed and framed ... FINALLY
  • The DVD of I Love You Man
  • A massage
  • A pedicure, because with all this running my feet are disgusting
Current Mood:
productive productive
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My portfolio is getting better!  I think so, anyway.  Check it out!

Also, tomorrow I'm heading to New Orleans for a week YAY!  I'm SO excited, it's a little absurd.  I haven't been home since Christmas.  And won't be back again until next Christmas ... oy.  I'll be home for a full week, and expect lots of hanging out with all my favorite people who I never see anymore.  :)

Yesterday was awesome.  I had one of those amazing realizations about how absolutely fantastic all my friends are, and how lucky I am to have so many people worth travelling to see, and who are willing to come visit me.  It started when Yasmin emailed me to say she may be in Chicago in a few weeks.  And then I realized how excited I am to see EVERYONE in NOLA, and then to go to DC over Labor Day to see people there ... too awesome.  It put me in the best mood for the rest of the day.  So to all my friends - just thought I'd let you know, I think you rock.

Also also, keep your fingers crossed that whatever projects LPM is working on to get us more money go through ... because if they do, I have a job.  A job doing what I want to do, and getting paid for it - a novel concept, really.  Otherwise, it's probably sales for me.  Yeesh.

ALSO also also - I totally ran almost 12 miles on Sunday.  That did amazing things for my confidence in being able to complete my half marathon in a few weeks.  Still nervous, but less so.  Now I just want my knee to stop hurting.

Current Mood:
happy but sleepy happy but sleepy
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To begin with, let me say I lost my voice on my 12-hour drinking escapade with my coworkers, and still have not gotten it back.  That's five days.  Oy.

Other things I did on Friday:

- Meet a boy named Chris, who is friends with my friend Steve, and talked to him for like an hour.  During this conversation, I drunkenly and impulsively told him I'd join their beach volleyball team.  Our first game is next Thursday.  For serious.

- Played Twister with my coworker Holly

-Stole a tiara (plastic one, from a party) and wore it out to 2 bars

-Did I mention drinking for 12 hours?  4:30pm-4:30am.  Starting at our office, then one bar, then another bar, then a party, then another bar.  (Plus one, but we got there at last call, so it doesn't really count.)

-Did I also mention I joined a beach volleyball team???

Current Mood:
amused amused
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I went and saw Bill Rancic speak at Marketing Club's event last night (Bill Rancic was the first winner of the TV show The Apprentice -- and a Loyola alum ... Loyola is very very proud to be able to say that, ironically since he doesn't even have a business degree from here, he majored in criminal justice).  Anyway, he was talking about the importance of setting goals to stay on track and be successful in business ... so here are a few of mine -- not just for business, but for the next few months in general:

1. Start Freelancing.  I don't want this to be a thing that I always talk about doing and never do.  I want to actually get clients and do some work and build a portfolio and build professional relationships.  On that note ....

2. Get a Good Portfolio.  I put together my first writing portfolio recently, and it's not bad.  My professor had nothing bad to say about it.  But I want to make sure it's awesome and is presented well and will get me in the door for interviews.   I also need to figure out legality issues of what can and cannot go in there from work.

3. Don't Let People Talk Me Out Of Things.  I was very proud of myself yesterday - I talked to Cyndi about what I'm doing with my life and career and didn't let her make me feel bad about it.  I know she means the best and just doesn't want me to be starving and homeless in the next six months, but I need to keep reminding myself that I know better than her (and other people who don't get it) how the advertising industry works and what I need to do to get to where I want to be.  It's probably good there are people out there like that, because let's be honest, I love prooving those people wrong.  :)

4. Run this Half Marathon.  Without stopping.  I think that if I train all summer I can do it.

5. Get a Job.  As much as I preach about how I know what I'm doing to get into the industry where I want to be -- I would like a regular paycheck and health insurance.  That would be nice.

Today is going to be filled with homework and possibly some cover letter writing and company researching.  It makes me sad to think I may leave LPM for another job ... and honestly I think the other job is going to have to be badass for me to really want to leave.  I would start applying if my portfolio was finished, so maybe I'll work on that a little today too. 

I graduate in one month.  Freaky!!

Current Mood:
Focused Focused
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Tomorrow is my birthday and my sister is coming in town for it!  (Or rather, for grad school auditions that she managed to maneuver to fall around my birthday ... equally awesome!)  Also, tomorrow is the end of the hell that has been Communication Careers Week.  Well, the actual week hasn't been hellish, just the planning of it.  The events themselves have been great so far.  But after tomorrow, I need a drink.

After midterms are done and spring break is over (i.e., 2 weeks from now) I promise to be less hermitish.  I miss my Bre and my Joan and being out and about and doing things with people.  Shakespeare Improv and dinner anyone?

Despite my being a lameface and not doing ANYTHING for the past 2 months, I think all of you who can should come to the party Libby and I are throwing this weekend in honor of her graduating grad school and my birthday!!  It will be Saturday night at the Four Treys Tavern at about 9-10 ish.  It's a Sin City party.  Take that as you will.  I will take it very, very durnkly.  Yes.  Durnkly.

Alright ... to get to do any of these things I suppose I should go do my homework.  Off to the database cave!

Current Mood:
accomplished accomplished
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  • IABC's Pre-Professional + Alum Night will have come and gone
  • Communication Careers Week will have come and gone (these 2 being huge IABC projects for the semester)
  • I will be 22
  • My sister will be getting ready to go back home from her visit
  • Libby will have graduated from the GSB
  • The party celebrating the last 2 point will have come and gone
  • I will be packing to go to England
  • My last batch of midterms will be underway
  • I will (hopefully) have a driver's license
  • I will be halfway through my unpaid stint at my internship
  • There will be only 8 weeks left of the semester.  Yikes.
  • It will be Mardi Gras in New Orleans
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  • I will begin to have a social life again?
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- for haircuts!
- for friendly, helpful bus drivers
- for the CTA Bus Tracker device.
- to be back in Chicago
- to Sarah, for giving me new music
- for tuna!
- for Vitamin Water
- for having a gym membrship
- for starting a new job on Monday

... really, many many things.  I am a lucky girl.

Current Mood:
cheerful cheerful
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Hey!  Any of my photography-friendly friends in Chicago interested in taking "Senior Portrait"-esque pictures of me sometime in the next couple months?  Nothing terribly exciting ... but I need some recent pictures to send family members, and am not terribly fond of cap-n-gown pictures.  Also, doing that sort of thing with friends is much more fun/less awkward than doing it with random strangers.

Let me know!!

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40 QUESTIONS TO KILL 2008

1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
- Bought a gym membership (with my own money)
- Drank legally
- Been truly heartbroken
- Un-Popped a Dude-Bro's Collar
- Drank an Irish Car Bomb
- Dressed as a beverage
- Coded a website
- Designed a professional logo

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
My new years resolution last year is going to be the same this year: gossip less.  I didn't do so well this year, so it seems like a good one to keep with.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nope

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Thankfully, no.

5. What countries did you visit?
Nowhere this year, but I'm visiting my mom in England again in March.

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
Money is always helpful.  Otherwise, general confidence and the ability to let mistakes go would be nice.

7. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
November 4.  I bet you can figure out why...

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I worked through a job that I did not like but I'm sure it made me stronger in some way.  I also obtained a new, fabulous internship that I will be starting in the new year, which I am very proud of.

9. What was your biggest failure?
I would rather not discuss it on the internet.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
No, thankfully.  I've still never broken or sprained anything in my body.  My eyesight has finally given up on my, but I knew that was coming.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Maybe my gym membership.  ☺ Also, St John's Wort and Fish Oil.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Everyone's!  Seriously, my friends and family are awesome and doing awesome things that should be celebrated all my friends who graduated, Libby for being Super Woman, my daddy is doing his own thing at work, Cyndi is making through some tough times, my sister is applying to grad school and doing fabulously ... I could go on.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Outside of wanting to complain about some people I worked on group projects with, I really can't think of anyone.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Drinks and going out.  And probably clothes, food, and other miscellaneous purchases. It's those little, regular purchases that really get you in the end.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
The election.  For the first time, ever.  Also, finding out that I got an internship for next semester that I am super excited for! Coming home, going back, watching all of Veronica Mars.

16. What song will always remind you of 2006?
Probably anything that is on my running mix right now … bad, cheesy pop music.  «Love Song» by Sara Barailles was on a lot.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? … HAPPIER.
ii. thinner or fatter? … Thinner
iii. richer or poorer? … Null

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Sleeping, studying, seeing friends.  The same three every year.  I never take enough care of myself during stressful times, and end up slacking on all three.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Obsessing over the small stuff.  Maybe drinking.  I made poor choices when I drink.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
At home with my parents, away from my sister for the first Christmas ever.  There will be lots of friends and family around, though.  It will be nice.

22. Did you fall in love in 2008?
I think I realized what it means to be in love, and yes.

23. How many one-night stands?
0

24. What was your favorite TV program?
VERONICA MARS.  And Mad Men.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
No, I'm in fact finding myself more able to let go of things that used to make me angry, which is a nice feeling.

26. What was the best book you read?
Hmm … the two that I can think of are The Culture Code and The Unbearable Lightness of Being, though to be fair those are the only two I've come close to finishing this year.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Re-Discovering Pandora.

28. What did you want and get?
A job. Money. Community Coffee. A trip to Mardi Gras.

30. What was your favorite film of this year?

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I turned 21 and had a 1990s Dance Party – dressed as Baby Spice!

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
More time to relax.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
I kinda want to look like I popped out of a Banana Republic catalog.

34. What kept you sane?
Hugs and friends.  And sleep.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Hrm … Logan from Veronica Mars, or Don Draper from Mad Men … they are both viable options.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
See: Presidential Election of 2008. 

37. Who did you miss?
The dilemma of living in 2 cities is that you're always missing someone.  Sara, Leslie, Sarah, Andy, the boys, Libby, dad and Cyndi, I could go on.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Jess is Fabulous ... Andrew Miller was an amazing connection ... did I actually "meet" other people?

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006:  Being happy takes conscious effort ... it's a lot easier to feel sorry for yourself than to forgive and move on. 

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"I made up my mind when I was a young girl
I've been given this one world
I won't worry it away
But now and again I lose sight of the good life
I get stuck in a low light
But then Love comes in....
...
I do what I can wherever I end up
To keep giving my good love
And spreading it around
Cause I've had my fair share of take care and goodbyes
I've learned how to cry
And I'm better for that"
(Sara Bareilles, "Many the Miles")

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+ I have my LAST final of the semester at 4:15 today ... I have to write a paper tonight/tomorrow morning, but it won't be hard. 

- I am having severe difficulty making myself study for my 4:15 final.

+ BRE IS 21!  We went out on Tuesday and it was wonderful!  Bre is fabulous and adorable ... and spent all night walking around in a tiara and acquired a giant snuggly teddy bear halfway through the night.  We also danced to the Spice Girls at a dance club.  Also also, I now have a giant paper hat that says (Front) "Carpenter's Dream" (Back) "Flat as a board, easy to nail" ... this amuses me.

+ I'm coming home in a week and 2 days!!  I get in on the 20th.  What are we doing?

+ I finally got my last paycheck from City Point, which is nice seeing as now I will be able to pay rent without going into my savings.  That is a win.

+ I found a store in Chicago that sells Saints jerseys.  I want to go buy a McAllister jersey ... as soon as I have $60 to blow.

+ On that note, I'm wearing black & gold today!  Geaux Saints!

- One big task for next week: get the New Orleans DMV to effectively and efficiently communicate with the Chicago DMV so I can get my drivers license next week.  This poses a problem since the words "New Orleans" and "effective" and "efficient" are mutually exclusive.  Also, the words "DMV" and "communication" are direct opposited.  Oy.

+/- Leslie's coming in town!! Unfortunately, I will be in NOLA when she does ... boo.

+ I have business cards.  Weird.

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Now I'm just rambling because I dont want to read about CSS.  I'm generally happy with everything and everyone in my life.  I'm looking forward to coming home soon and seeing everyone, and to go see Sarah in Savannah.  It'll be weird spending Christmas apart from my sister.

Annnnyyway.  Time to pretend to study!

Current Mood:
tired tired
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To be Updated Over the Next Several Days As I FINALLY Start Checking Things Off The List.  This is mostly to keep me sane over the next couple days.

FOR MONDAY
  • HONR 208: Paper #2
  • HONR 208: Museum Reflection Paper
  • CMUN 398: Final Capstone Interview
FOR TUESDAY:
  • CMUN 398: Capstone Presentation
  • MARK 380: iPantry Marketing Plan and Presentation
FOR WEDNESDAY:
  • HONR 208: Movie Critique - The Mission
FOR THURSDAY:
  • MARK 380: Final Presentation
  • CMUN 250: IMC Project
  • ISOM 397: Final Group Presentation
FOR FINALS WEEK:
  • CMUN 398: Final Project Portfolio
  • MARK 380: Honors Paper
  • CMUN 250: Study for Final
  • ISOM 397: Study for Final
Oh. And as a real update: I'm going to be the copy writing intern at Lisa P Maxwell next semester.  :D!  I am very excited about this.  Also, for once, Loyola Bureaucracy DIDN'T screw me over, so I can graduate sans complications next semester!  Though, WTF, I have to file an official name-change application with the administration, because for some bizarre reason, LOCUS started calling me "Emmy."  I mean, I love you LOCUS, but this is moving just a little too fast ...
Current Mood:
busy busy
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  • ISOM 397: Individual Website
  • CMUN 250: Develop Media Plan
  • HONR 208: Museum Visit & Critique
  • ISOM 397: Midterm (Oct. 30)
  • ISOM 397: Group Website
  • ISOM 397: Extra Credit Paper
  • HONR 208: Paper #2
  • HONR 208: Movie Critique
  • MARK 380: Mission Statement & Visual Branding of iPantry
  • MARK 380: Create PPT Presentation
  • MARK 380: Honors Project
  • CMUN 398: Conduct 3-5 1 More Interview
  • CMUN 398: Write Business & Marketing Plans
  • CMUN 398: Finish Research Paper
  • CMUN 398: Design & Print Business Cards, and Other Materials
  • CMUN 250: IMC Project Leg
  • CMUN 250: Final Project
  • Find New Job for Spring '09 >> HOORAY!
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Gleeeee!

That is all.

Current Mood:
stressed but excited stressed but excited
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So, I'm really excited!  Geauxbama!

No, (un)fortunately I was not at Grant Park tonight ... that would have been cool, but I have work tomorrow morning and am not a happy sleep deprived person.

Also, I was busy making a fool of my self by being hysterical in and around the North and Clybourn area on my way home.  That was fun.

I'm not one to post emo-nonsense on LJ.  I just ... am in a weird place right now and I have been feeling awful and in the way in most areas of life and it's probably just stress and ... sigh.  I duno.  I wish I was able to keep myself in check and not feel guilty about everything and not feel .... selfish and egocentric always.  I go and take a fun night and make it all about me and even though probably no one else (except the one who matters) noticed, I did and blew up.

And I hate that.

And I'm too anxious to sleep and I wish my stupid internet would load the Obama speech video so I could at least feel like I didn't miss out on the whole entire thing.

Oh yeah, I left the bar like 5 minutes before McCain conceded. 

Rawr.

But ... My faith in humanity is slightly restored.  And I'm hopeful.  And excited.  And ... can't wait for the next 3 weeks to go by so maybe I can become my normal self again?

Current Mood:
Sad & Happy All In One! Sad & Happy All In One!
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  • ISOM 397: Individual Website
  • ISOM 397: Group Website
  • ISOM 397: Midterm (Oct. 30)
  • ISOM 397: Extra Credit Paper
  • HONR 208: Paper #2
  • HONR 208: Movie Critique
  • HONR 208: Museum Visit & Critique
  • MARK 380: Mission Statement & Visual Branding of iPantry
  • MARK 380: Create PPT Presentation
  • MARK 380: Honors Project
  • CMUN 398: Conduct 3-5 More Interviews
  • CMUN 398: Write Business & Marketing Plans
  • CMUN 398: Finish Research Paper
  • CMUN 398: Design & Print Business Cards, and Other Materials
  • CMUN 250: Develop Media Plan
  • CMUN 250: Final Project
  • Find New Job for Spring '09
Current Mood:
Overwhelmed & Excited Overwhelmed & Excited
Current Music:
Simon & Garfunkel, "America"
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Seriously, I amaze myself with my ability to put off work until the very last minute.  I haven't been this bad since probably 10th grade ... and now it's back with a vengeance, but the difference now is I have lost my ability to pull all-nighters, which I used to be able to do several nights a week.

This semester is sucking more than I had hoped, and I'm worried I'm going to have to drop my second minor due to scheduling conflicts next semester, which is a bummer.  But, I suppose, in the grand scheme of things it's more important and beneficial to be able to hold down a good internship than to have a practical skill set that will be outdated in 5 years if I don't keep up with it.  See?  See my justifying to myself.

I'm getting more and more excited to come home this Christmas break, and to go to Savannah with Sarah after New Years.  Something has shifted in my universe over the past year or so and I have become exponentially closer to my parents.  All of them (well, except Dave who I haven't spoken with in several years, but he counts too I suppose), and that has become very calming to me.  I like feeling like I can call home when I have a problem, and that's a relatively new phenomenon in my life.  (Except of course for my sister.)

I'm super excited at the prospect of getting this badass internship at this badass branding agency that may lead into a full time gig after I graduate in May.  But, I won't talk too much about that yet, because I don't want to jinx anything.  I am also very excited that my stint at City Point will be over soon.  I am all for doing difficult and trying things to make you stronger, but this one has really boiled me down middle-management style.

....

Oh, right, about that not procrastonating thing ... I should probably get on that.  Damn.

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